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Alrighty, it's already the second day of Lunar New Year, and it's quite surprising that I'm here to update about it. So I've been out for the whole day, yeah, instead of studying or doing homework. Went to Lydia's house for New Year open house today with hostel peeps and wow, it was a nice and big house. I thought we were late but no, we reached there and we were asked to sit down to wait for the lion dance. I was like, wait what?! I thought it was over already?! NOOOO.. I asked Lydia's mum if I could just hide somewhere else, she said, "NOO! You don't have to be afraid of lion dance." So yeah, I've had to sit down and watch the whole lion dance. To be honest it was my first time watching the whole lion dance performance but not all, except when they went around the house and did those jumping things. They actually disturbed those people who sat at the front row, I was lucky enough because they added a row in front of me and I wasn...

So it's New Year's Eve, okay, time for reunion dinner (: To be honest, I don't usually get excited for Lunar New Year because this is the time when you can see lion dances everywhere. And yes, I don't like and uhm, I'm afraid of it. Sorry people, but yeah for me, it's noisy and scary. *** In my opinion *** What I like about Lunar New Year is that I get to reunion with my family and get angpao :p Muahahaha I like the moment when we can sit together for dinner and chit chat. Those adults in our family usually sit around the dinning table and we, those kids usually sit around the smaller table or on the floor to eat. After dinner, we'll go to church for New Year's Eve mass. And yes.. We're gonna sing those New Year songs again. We used to play firecrackers with cousins but now we don't, because we got complaints from security guards every time we play. hahahahaha Most of the people go around visiting others' house, get angpao and ga...

Leave me astounded, leave me amazed. Show off your glory let heaven invade. We're waiting with worship, we're waiting with praise, for the almighty presence of God to invade... CAN'T WAIT FOR PLANETSHAKERS 2015!

Hey there people, it's been a while since I last updated about my life eh? It's finally holiday now because I've been SO busy since Grade 11 life started. I have 5 subjects for this semester and yes, I don't have any study period. My life is now different from Grade 10. Marketing, English, Psychology, Physics and Chemistry. I'm not really worried about Marketing because, I've been paying attention in class. English is also okay for me since I've learnt the same thing in Grade 10 but it's harder and I'm in my favourite unit now, so yeah. I'm also okay with Psychology. As for Physics and Chemistry, tbh, I'm NOT okay. I have no idea what are teachers teaching about, I have to self study. I'm doomed whenever there are quizzes or test and I didn't have enough time to self study. So yeah, it was last Friday. Last Friday was the last day of school and yes, I had Psychology and Physics quizzes and Chemistry test. I was seriously...

It's funny when you find yourself Looking from the outside I'm standing here but all I want Is to be over there Why did I let myself believe that Miracles could happen? 'Cause now I have to pretend That I don't really care I thought you were my fairytale A dream when I'm not sleeping A wish upon a star That's coming true But everybody else could tell That I confused my feelings with the truth When there was me and you I swore I knew the melody That I heard you singing And when you smiled You made me feel like I could sing along But then you went and changed the  words Now my heart is empty I'm only left with used-to-be's  And once upon a song Now I know you're not a fairytale And dreams were meant for sleeping And wishes on a star Just don't come true 'Cause now even I can tell  That I confused my feelings with the truth 'Cause I liked the view When there was me an...

I can hold my breath I can bite my tongue I can stay awake for days If that's what you want Be your number one I can fake a smile I can force a laugh I can dance and play the part If that's what you ask Give you all I am I can do it I can do it I can do it But I'm only human And I bleed when I fall down I'm only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart 'Cause I'm only human I can turn it on Be a good machine I can hold the weight of worlds If that's what you need Be your everything I can do it I can do it I'll get through it But I'm only human And I bleed when I fall down I'm only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart 'Cause I'm only human I'm only human I'm only human Just a little human I can take so much 'Till I've had enough ...

So, there's a little voice inside my head asking me to update my first post of the year. I was actually in a bad mood but then there were some people made me laugh as this brand new year, 2014 came. Yeah it's a brand new year, hello 2014 and goodbye 2013. And it means that.. I'm gonna say goodbye to all the things that I want to leave behind. All the sadness, hatred, jealousy, fears, mistakes, regrets and all the bad things. These are the ones that I wouldn't want to bring to the new year, no more letting all these things to haunt me down again. I'm just gonna keep those happy memories. Because of those who made me happy at the beginning of the year, I told myself that for their sake, I should maintain happy for the rest of the year no matter what happens. I should enjoy whatever I'm doing too. I know for some people, their school is starting this Thursday, but for me, it'll be next week. I'm actually glad that school is starting soon. That ...