I miss you.

I'm still not over it, not at all.
.... Although I thought I am.
It's been months but I can still remember the pain, the pain of losing someone you love.

My friend's mother passed away yesterday.
My tears came out of my eyes as I was reading their (my friend and his siblings) posts.
Yes, I felt their pain.
So I decided to send them a private message to cheer them up but I don't know if it works.
Because I'm not good at cheering people up and... It's just hard.
I mean, it's just hard to accept that someone that you love so much is gone.
I know how it feels like, I totally do.
It was so hard for me to accept that he was gone.

I was crying as I was typing the message to them, and even after sending it, I was still crying.
Then I realized I still can't get over it.
I was sitting on the bed, thinking of him.

Hey uncle, so how are you doing there in the Heaven?
You know I miss you, I know you do.
Do you have fun there?
Do you watch us from above everyday?
Do you miss us?
Do you laugh at me when you see me crying while missing you?
I hope you're doing fine there.

四姑丈，我好掛住你。