20150425 // Free



"You are slaves of no one except God, so behave like free people, and never use your freedom as a cover for wickedness." 1 Peter 2:16


Seeing this picture makes me feel free.

I've always wanted to be like a bird, so I can fly to wherever I want to, free and easy.
I'm not saying that I don't have freedom now, I do.
Thanks to my mother, instead of controlling us, she gives us a lot of freedom.
She lets us stay outside, she lets me pick whatever I want to study, she lets me join whatever I want to join.

This semester is coming to an end, we have less than 30 days left I guess.
And this is the time when we're all busy caught up with assignments.
Yes, I have an assignment due tomorrow, on a Sunday night, great.

I'm not supposed to be procrastinating but I am, all the time.
There are times when I even choose sports over assignments, then I ended up sacrificing my sleep.

This picture totally described me. 

I met Ms. Mien that day and she told me, "Well you were an SIS student, since you did it in SIS, I believe you can do it in CIMP too."
I'm so glad that I know her, she's always so nice.
I was kinda motivated.
Yeah, I made it through the past 2 years, this is just another year, and I have so much time compared to those 2 years.
So I can do it.
I have to keep telling this to myself to keep myself motivated. 

Just hold on, Jeannie, just few weeks more and you'll be free.

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